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Tuesday, December 23, 2008


Long time since I've been here, pouring out my thoughts and comments.

I'm glad that I left that cursed organisation. That place that gave me sorrow, hatred, but at the same time, lessons to learn, good friends, and good guides. My boss, my big boss, and my colleagues.. I guess I'll never get this tinge of bitterness off my chest, because up till today, I firmly believe that they made the wrong choice.

Nonetheless, I'm glad that the different path was laid out for me, and I'm very glad that I managed to walk this alternate path. No way am I gonna turn back and look again..

During these few months, I've been through 6 major battles. 1 of which is rather confidential so I wouldn't mention.

- confidential -
-National Education Tour
-F4
-F5
-F9
-Aikido Grading

Everything has managed to settle. Finally.. Well, it would soon be time to collect the rewards, or rather, reap the seeds that I sowed.

Anything, life outside the cursed organisation is super great! =D The thing I realised is that, when u're back in the cursed organisation, you work for someone, who is working for someone, and so on, and things just follow through the procedures only.. like.. u are just doing for the sake of doing. No motivation at all....

But now, I'm doing a lot a lot of work. Busy! But there's motivation, there's satisfaction. =D

This is probably the best point about going through that 2 years. It's not really wasted I must say ba. HAHA.

Nonetheless, christmas's round the corner. Soon New Year. My new year resolutions (in advance):

- Get a scholarship (I will try my best)
- Get my brown-gold belt before end of 2009
- Finish up my ACCA Level 2 before end of 2009

Well, at least for now. =D

Haha, that's all. I'm kind of tired..

The difference between a king and a horse, is not the difference in the number of legs they have. It is the innate ability to fight, to constantly look for battles, to fulfill its bloodthirst conquest...

From,
Kaizer


Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 9:29 PM

Sunday, August 03, 2008


品冠&戴佩妮-半生熟

你总是腼腆用幽默语言,
填满我心里的小缺陷.
灌溉满座花园让我住里面,
对你我怎么可能心不在焉.
你总是淘气用微笑双眼,
照亮我生活每个阴天.
编织整片屋檐让我躲里面,
对你我没有抱怨.
我为你泡的咖啡,
额外加了甜.
赶走夜的晕眩,
我为你准备一整年的喜悦,
一步一个脚印让幸福实现.

我喜欢你却又偏偏喜欢我,
零时差的拥有.
点燃温柔让孤单解冻,
小心翼翼享受你害羞逗留.
我喜欢追你却偏偏喜欢躲,
无条件的邂逅.
爱到现在刚好半生熟,
投递着微妙的感动.


Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 11:14 PM

Tuesday, July 29, 2008


1 ++ more lectora to go. This is getting absurd.

I want to ORD! =X Sigh.. I really hope everything can end soon. Real soon.


Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 10:20 PM

Saturday, June 14, 2008


Talking to my boss is great.

After the SQC Assessor Course, I took a hitch ride from him back to Dhoby Ghaut, as he was going to somewhere in the city. I was impressed by the fact that he actually had a lot of things in his mind, on what he wanna do when he ORD, and so on and so for. It was awesome, but everything for him seems very organised.

He advised me on writing down and organising my thoughts, which I found it rather true. I dunno since when, my mind has been in a whirl, and things didn't really improve since last year.

"It took me two years to do that", said my boss.

I'm really grateful to have such a boss like him, I see him as a mentor, because he taught me things that I don't think I will learn when I was a trainee.

What is fear?

Fear = False Evidence Appearing Real

You see, when you fear something, you had already foreseen something bad in your mind, that you may lose your valuable possessions in the process. But so far has this phenomenon come true? No.

What does it indicate?

It indicates that you are thinking of something that may not happen (False Evidence), but it seemed real (Appearing Real) simply because you think of it as a high possibility of occurring, producing the fear within you as a result.

My boss thought me that.

You do not need determination to achieve what you want. Think of the reason of achieving your goals, and that alone can serve as a motivation for you to succeed.

Also from my boss.

I realise I've got lots to learn. As what he said, during these 2 years of NS, do pick up whatever you can learn, and move on. Don't linger around once your time is up, as there're much more opportunities outside. (I was telling him of the possibility of extending my ORD for half a year more like Choon Siong)

I would like to express my gratitude to him. It seems that fate brought me to work under him, and learn from him.

Without the past, there wouldn't be the present. I would like to make use of this present to create my future and prove others wrong.

Thanks boss! =)


Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 1:28 PM

Wednesday, June 04, 2008


I must say I'm quite busy recently.

Let's start with one month ago, when I took over Choon Siong as the standin SO ID. Till then I understand why he considered signing on for 6 months, even when other people are yearning to ORD soon. Morning check email, sit down type email, canteen, lunch, slack, and go off at 430pm.

Wow. You may think this kind of life happens to me.

Haha.. ok la. Recently our unit's undergoing some certification and my boss and I had to go for some course regarding the certification process (as we are the ones spearheading the whole certification process). I found that really useful as it will really help me when I go work next time. =) But the process is rather tiring.. coordinating timing with all the senior commanders, followed by the middle management, to see who's free and who's not for the in house workshop. There are also times where there're conflicts of instructions... Urgh.

It's only at the start... Haha.

Now let's hope someone takes over SO ID soon, so I can take a breather. =)

But overall, it was rather enjoyable, and satisfying. If only I can find a job like that outside. Haha.. Busy but fulfilling. Well, actually that job scope is only part of what I do over there.. still got more to come=S

Peak period is coming soon. I can sense it.

Aikido grading's coming. And I had to rush for to clock my lessons last week. Damn tiring... Really. Imagine, mon go for lesson at night, tues guard duty, fri go again, then sat hav to go help out the sundown marathon as baggage IC (overnight event) and eventually sunday 2+ hrs of Aikido straight in a row. >.< (with work in my office going on, and studying for my ACCA exams at the same time)

Pretty cool. I'm quite impressed with that actually, but then, if only I can pass my grading then I would really feel a sense of satisfaction =D

Only after 15th June then can I really take a breather.

Haha.. let's see my schedule.

4th June: F3 Exam (just finished!)
6th June: F2 Exam
11th June: F1 Exam
15th June: Aikido grading

1 down. 3 to go. Chiong AH~!!!

From,
James


Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 6:37 PM

Sunday, May 04, 2008


Some old songs are always nice. Always worth listening to, again and again. =)

I'm listening to 2 of them now, 一千零一夜 and 你怎么舍得我难过 :

她总是不言不语
黄昏等到天微明
拔弄着怀中那把无弦琴
寂寞里秋来春去
诺言随风都飘零
梦中人还是没捎来一点消息

一千零一夜
没有一夜不思念
每一分想念
化做不成双的蝶

一千零一夜
没有一夜不流泪
流到心里而变成雪
那一夜一场大雨
园里的花落满地
那是他为她种的金钱菊
当有人劝她放弃
她会微笑看着你
手心中紧紧握着发黄的回忆

一千零一夜
没有一夜不思念
每一分想念
化做不成双的蝶

一千零一夜
没有一夜不流泪
流到心里而变成雪
一千零一夜
夜夜看到她思念
究竟谁让她有那么忧郁的脸

一千零一夜
夜夜听到她流泪
不知该怎么去安慰

一千零一夜
没有一夜不思念
每一分想念化做不成双的蝶

一千零一夜
没有一夜不流泪
流到心里而变成雪
一千零一夜
夜夜看到她思念
究竟谁让她有那么忧郁的脸

一千零一夜
夜夜听到她流泪
不知该怎么去安慰
是真心都疼真心
让我就从今夜起
在身边为她轻唱温暖的旋律

--------------------------------------------------------

对你的思念

是一天又一天

孤单的我

还是没有改变

美丽的梦

何时 才能出现

亲爱的你

好想再见你一面

秋天的风

一阵阵的吹过

想起了去年的这个时候

你的心 到底在想些什么

为什么留下

这个结局让我承受

最爱你的人是我

你怎么舍得我难过

在我最需要你的时候

没有说一句话就走

最爱你的人是我

你怎么舍得我难过

对你付出了这么多

你却没有感动过

Really nice songs.. =D


Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 11:23 PM

Thursday, May 01, 2008


Today's labour day. Cousin just went to my hse for tuition.

Hmm, come to think of it, I'm rather guilty about the fact that I flared up for my cousin's lack of concentration during tuition time. He's tired and really wanted to pass his A-maths test, and I'm there to dampen his spirit by telling him off. (Though he copied his qns wrongly occasionally, and also playing with his handphone while studying.)

I'm getting rather short-tempered recently. But at the same time, I think my level of tolerance is increasing, especially at camp.

You see, I've recently taken over my beloved AJ senior, who is going to ORD tomoro. As such, there were quite a lot of workload, and somehow I couldn't find the documents he claimed to have passed me.

So I went down to SIL to get the relevant stuff, and there is this guy working in the lab questioning me is it that I misplaced the documents, I denied flatly. (Which was obviously the fact, cos I really couldn't find them in the thumbdrive) And then, he ranted and ranted and ranted, saying something like, "Everytime documents come to you sure get lost one.. blah blah blah."

I didn't listen properly. Obviously I was pissed off with his comments, and ignored him. And he continued. Too bad Junhong wasn't around, if not we will have fun imitating him. =D

Anyway, things are getting rather fun in my new office. Boss, me and vincent. Boss's often not around, and even if he's around, he's the type who knows how to relax at the right time. =D A lot of things are coming in, but I don't really feel stressed. =D

A recent spate of happenings just made me ponder, about my future and what I'm going to do when I ORD in 190+ days, and before I go study. (neither too long nor short) My aunt wanted to help me in getting an internship in one of the petrochemical companies in Jurong Island, but somehow her relative quitted quite recently, for a better workplace. This leaves me quite disappointed, as it's really my wish to working with petrochem companies, as an engineer.

This incident actually highlighted the fact that, nothing is certain. And plans that you once worked out, may or may not be implemented, as in the end, it is the changes in the current situation that depends the process and results. Being flexible is the only solution. =/

Another option, being that I'll be working under my uncle as an assistant accountant, but I haven't talked to my uncle about it yet. Hopefully... (fingers crossed)

One option is to be a relief teacher + giving tuitions. That sure takes a lot of patience though. But from a monetary view, the rewards are certainly more enticing than the former options.

Alright. Enough of ranting. Exams's coming. Got to study le. >.<

From,
Kaiser


Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 3:17 PM

ME.
100% male.
Happy-go-lucky 18+++.
Serving the country, 2 years of our time.
KaIsEr JaMeS a.k.a. DaRk LoRd.
3 sides, the Norm, the Dark and the Hollow.
The Hollow side of Kaiser must never surface.
likes/dislikes... likes:
-My family! =)
-My nakamas!
Dislikes:
-Self-proclaimed elitists
-Hypocrites

 

WISHLISTS
#1 Get Chemical Engineering & USP! (Fulfilled =D)
#2 Get a girlfriend! (No hurry though! It's a hassle anyway.=P)
#3 Good 'A' level results!(fulfilled =))
#4 Get my Oxford Brookes Degree by end 2009! =D
#5 Get my black belt by end 2009 =D
#6 Get a scholarship.
#7 Get my revenge. Be a successful chemical engineer!

 

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